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What if All Our Past Mistakes Lead to Him?

10/22/2020

A checkered past....a life of regret....
All of this was against her.

Judged.....outcast at best.....
Loathed, shunned, despised.

Rejected by others.......filled with regret.
The self-loathing was the worst.

Less than because of her lineage.
Less than because of her life.

Avoidance....a long dusty road to the outskirts
of town.....alone....and that was fine.

She was accustomed to being alone.

Alone at the well....
Alone with her thoughts....
and regrets.

But then.......

She wasn't alone.

He noticed......spoke...asked for a drink.

He MUST not have known......
Or he would have asked nothing of her.......
SAID nothing to her...

A simple drink to cool the throat of a weary traveler.

That she could do.

But still.......a puzzle......that he would even ask.

A man? A prophet? How
could he know her past?

Living water.....
wellsprings of hope?

Of what was he
speaking?

Please change the topic...Let's talk about logistics...
Where we worship -
isn't that important?

Oh, but....where is not the
question.

Who?

That is the question you
must answer.

I AM the Living Water.....

You can be filled and not thirst again......

I am Living Water for your SOUL.

And the Light became brighter,
and her thirst was quenched.

And her SOUL overflowed as she went to tell.

How can an outcast with a
checkered past become one
of the first to tell her people (outcasts themselves)
that the long awaited one was now with them?

And they implored Him to stay a bit....and share a bit. And many believed.....

John 4:1-45

Had every part of her
checkered past led her
toward this destiny?

Heartbreak and mistakes...
God used for GOOD.

Had it not been for her life of misery she would NOT have been in that place.....at that time....to meet Him.

Because Jesus knew her past
and loved her
(because of it)
(in spite of it)
anyway.

And she is remembered
throughout time.

And her story is told.

Because all of her life -
the good and the bad
led her to this moment..

What if your
checkered past
is the very thing
that leads you to Him?

What if all your
mistakes and misfortunes
are leading you to Him?

What if every plan for evil
He has purposed to use for your good?

Regretful? Sorrowful?
Rejected? Confused?

Is your soul dry?
Parched?
Thirsty?

Come - alone - to the well -
and drink.

And prepare to be satisfied.

The water I give will become in them a spring of water welling up to eternal life. John 4:14

Click the link below for "The Well".
(It is one of my favorites!)

We all need a trip
to the well......

www.youtube.com/watch?v=JKioQPEW4do

Love Letters

2/11/2020

Love Letters - Have you ever found an old love letter hidden away? Several years ago, I found an old love letter written just a few days after my parents met. It must have been “love at first sight” for them! Oh, how I loved picturing them long ago as their first meeting kindled a love and a passion that ended up being a puzzle and a gift for the rest of their days, but eventually gave birth to this baby girl (all grown up now). Reading old love letters can tie the past to the present and give us glimpses of the boldness and passion that existed then and could possibly be ours today.

Old letters can give us understanding of those who have gone before us, their situations, their passions, their history. Sometimes they raise more questions than they answer, especially since my parents are gone and there is no one to ask.... But still – having letters that prove their love for each other warms my heart and makes me remember their love for me!

The Bible is our “love letter” from God-Old Testament Prophecy fulfilled by New Testament Revelation! I learn so much about my Heavenly Father by studying scripture and the context in which it was written. I can’t imagine NOT having this “love letter from God”!

When I was little I learned all the common Bible Stories. From the parting of the Red Sea to the wee little man was he - I learned about events and characters and Jesus....Jesus, always at the core of the message.

But when does one internalize the message they have been taught from youth? When does it come alive and breathe new life into a soul?

As a teen, I came to a point where I was confronted with whether I would accept or reject the message I had been taught all my life. I chose to accept that this Jesus was real and this Book could forever help me understand Him and unlock my heart and my soul to His truth, His message, and His power!

The evening Jesus became real to me was snowy, and as the powder fell from the sky, I lifted up my face to the cold flakes and watched the world turn white. I saw a new world before me clean with new snow just as I felt my soul had been cleansed by the realization that Jesus was now my one and only! I went home and pulled out His “love letter” and began reading with new eyes, a new mind, and a new heart!

I cannot begin to tell you how scripture spoke to my heart. It was as if every phrase was written just for me. Reading these words with a new heart awakened a new part of my being that had been so asleep that I didn’t even know it existed. And that was just the beginning....

His “love letter” has led me to thank Him in glory days, gain comfort from Him in difficult days, and to praise Him for ALL of my days!

The best love letter ever written is the one God gave us to point us to His Truth and to His Son. Reading His ancient love letter can tie the past to the present. It can connect us to the boldness and passion that existed then and contiues to exist today. It is relevant and real.

During this season of LOVE, I invite you to read His love letter. It was written JUST FOR YOU.

My Prayer:
Thank you for your love letter. I pray that we will read it with open hearts......with your Spirit guiding us. I pray that you will teach us truths that cannot be gained from other sources. Help us read and understand your Word, study it in context, and apply it to our lives. Help us to have boldness and passion for You. In Jesus name...Amen.

A Privileged Life

1/18/2020

A Privileged Life

How do you define a life of privilege?

My son and I were talking recently about a situation in his younger years in which a person made a decision he did not like and that affected him. It was not a “life altering” decision. But at the time it was a decision that caused him to be in a position that was less than advantageous. He was denied a privilege that would have been to his advantage.

That discussion set us to talking about various scenarios that could be considered when thinking about privilege and how it affects our decisions and leanings when making decisions, and how a person who has had many privileges can deny someone else a privilege...How does a life of privilege affect our decisions? What does it entail?

As I look back over my life and interactions with folks over the years, it is easy to identify those who grew up with various privileges. Social, economical, emotional.... there were always those we could identify as “better off” or “worse off” than ourselves. It is easier to look at “privilege” objectively from an adult perspective than it was during our growing up years. And that is a good thing. Comparison is always a trap!

But as I have matured....as I have grown in Christ....and studied His Word, I have come to realize the privileges of this world are dusty relics when compared to the privileges we have as children of the King. Every. Last. One of us.

We all have the same privilege when grace is dealt to us. Grace causes comparison to be null and void, because it has been said, “the ground is level at the foot of the cross”.

At the foot of the cross it matters NOT what kind of privileged life has been ours on this earth. Money, status, associations, neighborhoods, clubs, vocations... are all vehicles – not destinations!

While reading about Paul in Acts and Philippians, I am reminded that Paul was indeed a person of privilege. His status at birth (Roman citizen), his education (student of the wise Gamaliel), his associations (an honored member of the most prestigious religious groups), his economic status (well off), his leadership status (Jewish community – upper echelon status - “stamping out” the rebellion of those following the risen Christ).

Yet, there he was, being beaten, sitting in prison – associated with the very ones he had formerly tried to stamp out. His former status – wiped out. His life of privilege – given up to pursue the call of Christ on his life. Yet – he considered himself most privileged when the privileges of this world were stripped away.

Acts 14:19-20 (beaten and imprisoned)
.....They beat Paul unconscious, dragged him outside the town and left him for dead.....

Acts 16:22-24
...They were beaten black and blue and thrown into jail under heavy guard...

Where was his life of privilege now?

Philippians 1:15-21 (imprisoned, betrayed by other believers)
Paul in prison...some here preach Christ because with me out of the way, some think they will step right into the spotlight. Rather than being motivated by pure love – they are motivated by greed – hoping to get something for themselves. They consider me their competition – out of the way – all the better for them.

And how did Paul respond to the loss of freedom and betrayal?

Acts 16:25-26
...Paul and Silas (in prison) were singing hymns and praying. The other prisoners couldn’t believe their ears...

Philippians 1:15-21
...I have decided their motives do not matter! I cheer them on because Christ is being proclaimed!...

How does Paul respond to his LOSS of PRIVILEGE?

Philippians 4: 10-13
...I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all things through Him who gives me strength....

So what consideration should we give privileges of this world? Something to be attained - to make us feel superior? Something to grasp and hold tightly?

Whatever privileges we have should be used as a vehicle for living out our purpose. Should we fall victim to the comparison trap, or should we learn to be at peace in all circumstances?

My prayer is that we will learn from Paul to be content – at peace - in all situations - to realize that we have the greatest privilege of all, to be a child of the King! We should not require a privileged life to make us content! Help us be content in ALL circumstances and to USE any earthly privilege as a vehicle for living a life of purpose and joy! AMEN

The EXTRAVAGANCE of the Season

12/24/2019

My son asked me the other day....as I was making a kitchen full of goodies for the holiday season.....and he was sampling.....and they were sooooo good...”Why can’t we have these wonderful treats any time we want them during the year?” And I struggled for a moment, because I had never really pondered that question...hmmmm....my thoughts wondered (and wandered). We just do.... that’s all....out of habit...out of custom... because of expectation of others? But then I explained...

     ” Well, if we had these treats all year they wouldn’t be special...and we would probably be unhealthy if we indulged in these rich foods on a regular basis...and the grocery bill would break us. But because Christmas comes but once a year, yes, we can splurge and enjoy/indulge in some treats to remind us that this is a special time of year.” He nodded in agreement, and picked up another scoop of salted, roasted, aromatic pecans as he smiled.

     That simple encounter set me to thinking about all the extravagant things we do at Christmas. It is truly the most extravagant time of the year. We extravagantly decorate our living spaces and worship places. We string lights, we hang tinsel, we pull out ornaments that remind us of times and people we love who may or may not still be with us. We give (sometimes more than we have) to make sure Christmas is special for those we love and cherish. We reminisce about Christmases past. Sometimes we lament when we are reminded that some parts of Christmas will never be the same again.

     We bake extravagantly. We sing extravagantly. We sometimes are overworked and under rested. The children get overexcited. It is an extravagant season in SO many ways.

     As I thought about this extravagance of Christmas, it has actually struck a chord of joy in me for two reasons.

     One reason is because of the simple fact that (unless you are the Grinch or Scrooge) giving just simply brings joy. Contemplating what another needs/wants/wishes for then being able to fulfill this just makes the heart grow bigger and warmer inside. Putting others first and putting self aside, though counter culture for most of the year seems, to work its way into the best and worst of us during the Christmas season!

     But the most impactful thought that has been with me constantly this season is the extravagance of God’s love for us...all of us.... His gift to us was and is the most extravagant gift of all. The extravagance of Christmas is a direct correlation to the extravagant gift that was given to us by the birth, death, and resurrection of Jesus.

     The following excerpt and verses exemplify/explain the extravagant spirit of Christmas:

Philippians 2
Encouragement...comfort...love...fellowship...affection...mercy...
complete joy... same mind...the same love...united in spirit.... having one purpose... Instead of being motivated by selfish ambition or vanity... in humility.....treat one another as more important than yourself....concerned not only about your own interests, but about the interests of others.....

Having the same attitude toward one another that Jesus had...though he existed in the form of God did not regard equality with God as something to be grasped, but EMPTIED himself by taking on the form of a slave, by looking like other men, and by sharing human nature. He humbled himself...becoming obedient to the point of death...even death on a cross!
     As a result, God exalted Him and gave Him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee will bow ....and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord.

     Now THERE is the EXTRAVAGANT love/gift poured out on us beyond what we can comprehend. We must remember the EXTRAVAGANT love that causes us to put others first and love them well during this season...

     While we cannot be extravagant in all ways in all seasons due to the constraints of energy, time, and resources, it is my prayer that we can be extravagant in loving others well no matter what the season, remembering that we have been given the MOST extravagant gift that “keeps on giving” throughout our days and nights and across time and space, throughout eternity, and forevermore. AMEN

From Bondage to Freedom - Living Under His Banner

10/29/2018

Living under the banner of the Stars and Stripes is such an honor! We enjoy the rights and privileges of citizenship. It's as American as Apple Pie! And we are free in the home of the brave! We live under the banner of freedom!

The Israelites had lived under the Egyptian banner for 400 years. Their lives were not their own. The Egyptians owned them, and they were under the bondage of slavery.

But their lives were predictable. Under the banner of Egypt they were required to work hard. They were oppressed. But they knew what was expected of them and they knew they would have a place to live and enough to eat to keep them strong (to the Egyptian's advantage).

BUT THEN GOD used Moses to free them...... and showed them His power through all He did to set them free. The plagues, the parting of the Red Sea, their liberation from Egypt and Pharaoh, left them jubilant as they BROKE the chains and escaped their bondage! How glorious to be FREE! How ecstatic they were!

But they were not prepared for the challenges that lay before them. They were not prepared to walk in freedom. After all God had done, they were still not prepared to rely on Him and TRUST Him. They grumbled. They complained. And they did not TRUST Him to provide.

But He did.

He provided fresh water and sweet mana to eat as well as quail. He provided divine protection as the Israelites had to face their first battle (with the Amalekites). God proved that HE was their banner. They now lived under the BANNER of Jehovah! They lived in freedom.

We shake our heads and ask why they could not TRUST God. Why were they not able to embrace freedom from captivity? But are we not just like the children of Israel when life gets unpredictable? Don't we grumble and question Him when life gets tough?

Walking in freedom is many times harder than living in bondage. Bondage feels familiar. Bondage feels safe. In bondage, we have a place to lay blame. In bondage, we have a cause for our predicament. We are not bound as slaves in a foreign country. But our bondage comes in many forms. What keeps you from walking in freedom? What are you a slave to? (worry, perfectionism, technology, intellectualism, pride, , laziness, co-dependency, self-love, self-loathing, unhealthy appetites.......)

God provided for the Israelites again and again to show them He was worthy of their trust. As we walk in freedom He will do the same for us.

A life of freedom requires so much more responsibility than a life of bondage. We have to willingly take up the banner of Christ and trust Him in all things.

We can TRUST Him even when the way is confusing. With Him as our Banner we have protection and provision. We can REST and be calm even when releasing area of bondage causes confusion and pain. He is our Banner and will fight our battles for us just as He did for the Children of Israel.

We can put all our cares on Him. Because He cares for us.   He is our Banner.

Exodus 16 - 17

Dear God, be our banner. Help us to walk in freedom as we trust in you. Help us walk without complaining. Help us realize that the prison of bondage has walls that feel safe even though they are NOT safe! When the walls of bondage are broken, we are exposed to confusion until we recognize that God is our Banner and will turn confusion into wisdom and love. Only by raising YOUR banner can we conquer the confusion when our haven of bondage is broken. In Jesus name, AMEN

Redeemed How I Love to Proclaim It!

4/3/2018

Remember that wonderful, old hymn! It’s been on my mind quite a bit this season as I ponder REDEMPTION and what it actually means in the life of believer. How should redemption affect me and my life on a daily basis?

A quick search of the word “redeem” reveal the following secular definitions:

Compensate for the faults or bad aspects of something
Gain or regain possession of something in exchange for payment
To buy or pay off
To recover
To exchange
To fulfill a pledge or promise
To make up for or make amends to offset some fault or shortcoming
To obtain release or restoration as from captivity by paying a ransom

The “theological” definition is “to deliver from sin and its consequences by means of sacrifice offered for the sinner”.

Isn’t it amazing that redemption’s secular AND theological definitions were all fulfilled by Christ and God’s ultimate plan for the redemption of His human creation?

Christ, himself, compensated for our faults and sins by being the PERFECT LAMB OF GOD.

Christ allowed God to regain possession of us by paying the price for our sin.

Christ paid in full our debt to sin.

Christ recovered our souls by COVERING our sins.

Christ exchanged HIMSELF for us and took our punishment so we could be free.

Christ provided for the Old Testament pledges and promises of God to be fulfilled.

Christ made amends and offset our faults and shortcomings and CONTINUES to do this through the work of His Holy Spirit living in us.

Christ paid the RANSOM so we would not have to live in captivity to sin any longer.

Christ was the ultimate sacrifice of God Himself as He took our sins to be nailed to the cross.

God Himself redeemed His Son when He raised him up to live again to spite death and to prove once and for all that HE IS LORD.

Have we considered the meaning of REDEMPTION?   Or have we lost the mind-blowing, heart tugging, value of its true meaning?

Dear God I don’t want to be complacent with the gift of redemption. I want its definition and reality to define me, sustain me, fulfill me, and allow me to know that I am not my own. I have been bought with a price. All earthly treasures pale in comparison to this treasure given by you, God, for the Redemption of your kingdom. We are ultimately the richest people in all creation – the REDEEMED. There is no earthly inheritance or legacy that compares to the inheritance freely given to us because of the purchase of our souls by the REDEMPTION offered through Jesus Christ Our Lord. Keep me mindful of the price you paid to pay my debt, to cover my sins, to exchange my sin for life in you and though you, forevermore! AMEN

Galatians 3:13-14   Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law by becoming a curse for us…...so that we might receive the promised Spirit through faith.

Psalms 130:7-8   Our hope is in the Lord! For with the Lord there is steadfast love, and with him is plentiful redemption. He will redeem us ……. from all our iniquities.

1 Peter 1:18-21   Knowing that you were ransomed from your futile ways……. not with perishable things such as silver or gold, but with the precious blood of Christ the lamb without blemish or spot…... He was foreknown before the foundation of the world but was made manifest in these times for the sake of you who through him are believers in God……your faith and hope are in God.

Job 19:25   For I know that my Redeemer lives!

Hebrews 9: 13-15   For if the blood of goats and bulls …. sanctify …...how much more will the blood of Christ…...offered himself without blemish to God. He is the mediator of a new covenant…that redeems us from transgression.

Redeemed How I Love to Proclaim It…...Redeemed by the blood of the lamb…. Redeemed through His infinite mercy…. His child and forever I am……

Jesus is in the boat......What do you fear?

10/26/2017

Jesus disciples were in the boat. Jesus was with them. But He was resting. There was a storm. The disciples were afraid. When they woke Him up He chided them and questioned their faith.....Then He calmed the wind and the sea. (Matthew 8:23 - 27)

Even when we belong to Him there will be storms in life. He is in the boat with us as the ship tosses about. He is in the boat with us as fear grips our heart, mind, and soul. He is there even as we call on His name.

Even when we know we are His....our faith can waver. But..... let us take heart and learn..... I pray whatever storm grips you today that you will place FULL FAITH in Him. For He is able. He is Worthy. He is capable of calming the storms of life as well as the storm in our soul..... He is the giver of peace when we fully embrace the reality that He is capable, true, sure and strong. He has our best interest in mind. And He knows the answers to all of our questions even before we ask them!

My prayer - Hold me in your arms, dear Jesus. Defend me against the storms of life without and within. Help my faith to be true and sure. Even in adversity - I will praise you and call on your name. I hold FAST TO YOU. Because you are the only one I can truly count on. You are my link to God Himself. Forgive me for my failures. Help others to forgive me. And help me to forgive myself and move on into your ultimate plan for my GOOD. You are worthy. My HOPE is in YOU.

What do you collect?

7/3/2017

I am a collector. I collect old stuff. I sell my extra old stuff in an antique booth. I keep the old stuff I love and find a place for it at my house – much to the dismay of my practical husband. You wouldn’t believe the cool stuff we have found since we began junkin’ and hunting for vintage treasures. I KNOW……. antiques are not all the rage with some of the younger crowd. They are wanting to get RID of their parents’ old junk. But there are some young’uns who are finding value in the vintage, some who express their creative style by repurposing and some who just love the idea of the chic hominess that exudes from the Chip and Joanna style (shiplap and all).

I collect books. I read some of them. But I cannot let a good book go to waste! I discovered A Tree Grows in Brooklyn in a pile of books in the neighborhood center median, discarded during a clean out session. It was a 1940’s edition. I started reading it and couldn’t put it down. My research determined that it was a classic. I could have told you that after the first paragraph! If I find an old book I usually read it before I shelve it or sell it! You should see my bookcases! My husband says they are a mess…. I say they have character!

I’m not a pristine sort of person. I could never live in a home that looks like a Hampton Inn, all neat and minimal. I like crushed cushions and nicked-character filled old stuff that tells the story and history of our family. Couches to be sat on…. ottomans to prop feet on… fans – many fans for a cool breeze in any room of the house and/or porches, too. I’ll just keep the old stuff, and cool breezes, thank you, and leave IKEA to the young’uns.

I collect memories. Coming to a reflective age and having so many memories to reflect on, I like to think makes us wiser…… (Does wise always denote age? I thought I was very wise when I was 35. Now I realize I didn’t have a clue!) I believe we see things from a different perspective and point of view as each decade brings new awareness. We are given the gift of understanding our parents (especially) and grandparents in a whole new way.

I see my mother as resilient and strong rather than somber and stoic. My dad mapped out a survival plan on a continual basis and was a fun-loving Daddy figure I always enjoyed, however, bent toward co-dependence. One grandparent instilled “children should be seen and not heard”, but now I understand that attitude was born of hardship. Another grandparent instilled creativity, beauty, and kindness…and forever changed me – for the better – I hope. I have developed respect for them all that did not exist until I reached a “certain age”. Oh, the joys of growing older……. (When I was a child, I talked like a child. I thought like a child. I reasoned like a child. Now I have put away childish things. 1 Corinthians 13:11)

Our recollection of experiences, hardships, joys, and sorrows continually change us as we observe growth in ourselves, in those we love, our children, our spouses, our family and friends.

I am humbled to see how God has worked in all! He is at work, even in the darkest days. He is at work during the delightful moments of joy and fulfillment. He is at work. All. The. Time.

So…. for today….. let’s place our trust and faith in Him.

You are in someone’s memory collection already.

Today is a new day. Make it a day worth remembering.

Today

6/1/2017

My mom had a poem in her Bible that I taped to the door of my vanity closet right beside my mirror. It is called "This New Day" and the author is not listed. It goes like this:

This brand new day is mine to spend
Exactly as I choose -
To mark with real accomplishment
Or squander and misuse
To fill with love and cheerfulness
Or bitterness and pain -
It is MY choice to make this day
A total loss - or gain.
So, counsel and direct me, Lord
That when this day shall end
I may rejoice at work well-done,
Be richer by a friend .
And when I sleep, may angels pause
Beside Your throne and tell
That I have lived this day of mine
Not wastefully - but well!

I do love this little poem, and it speaks to my heart each day as I read it. Just wanted to share this. Nothing profound today.... just this little poem....

Healing the Heart

2/13/2017

Broken Places and Healing
During this time when we focus on HEARTS and LOVE - many endure a BROKEN heart - or spirit.......

We are all capable of being broken. If you have lived long enough you will experience some form of brokenness along the way. The temptation is to try to fix it ourselves, or make our hearts hard so we won't be hurt again.

But He can only mold us as we stay soft to His hand working in our lives (and hearts). We are - after all - only jars of clay......

His Word carries the KNOWLEDGE of healing. Immerse yourself in His WORD.

His Spirit carries the POWER of healing.
Pray for His SPIRIT to give you strength.

His Hand imparts the GIFT of healing.
Allow His HAND to guide your thoughts and actions.

If you have a broken heart, I pray that He will mend it during this season of hearts and love. The treasure is inside. Sometimes a broken heart is the only way to discover the treasure......

We now have this light shining in our hearts, but we ourselves are like fragile clay jars; containing this great treasure.. (Cor. 4:7)

Please click the links below - by Danny Gokey.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=eUHRDCYnFfg

www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/dannygokey/tellyourhearttobeatagain.html

What are you doing here?

10/25/2016

Have you ever asked yourself, "What am I doing here?" or "How did I get here?"

Elijah found God asking him, "Elijah, what ARE YOU doing HERE?" (1 Kings 19)

Elijah was in a situation that propelled him into doubt, disappointment, and despair. God's prophet was hiding in a cave! Have there have been times in your life that you wished for a cave or a place to just hide until everything just worked itself out? Maybe you haven't, but I know I have!!!

We are all subject to finding ourselves in circumstances that invite us to follow Elijah into self-destructive pits of one kind or another! People were out to kill Elijah. But God had a plan for Elijah, and he has a plan for you as well! Overcoming doubt, disappointment, and despair is a theme at work in Elijah's story that can be applied to our stories as well. (God's Word is consistently appropriate for ALL times.)

Have all your valiant efforts been for naught? Elijah had devoted his life to proving God's power in desperate situations. He had "given his all" so to speak. Yet at this time things had not turned out as he had expected.

Have you ever "given your all" only to have things turn out in a way you didn't expect? Maybe there were misunderstandings, lapses in judgement, or forces beyond your control that caused doubt and disappointment in circumstances ...... or people. ........ Being a part of the human condition - is dealing with disappointment. (Perhaps beginning early with the Santa experience.....)

Elijah found himself plagued with doubt which led to disappointment. Just like Elijah, we are all susceptible to that downward spiral when life does not meet our expectations. Elijah was in the throes of despair, wishing his life away, wondering how he ever came to this!

Elijah couldn't even function! All he could do was sleep!! God provided the example that ignoring our physical needs when in emotional turmoil is not a good way to find healing! God provided food, water, and rest for His prophet before dealing with the situation! If we are in a difficult place we MUST have plenty of rest and good food. (This is why we take FOOD to the grieving - you know all those casseroles are invitations to take care of physical needs!)

Elijah's depressed attitude skewed the truth for him. Have you ever assumed something only to find out later it was just not so? Elijah couldn't even remember the victories God had provided for His people because he was so focused on His current problem. (Queen Jezebel was after his head, after all - a definite problem.)

But then...... God asked the question, "What are you doing here, Elijah?"

And then God showed his power just for Elijah by way of strong wind, an earthquake, and then fire. But Elijah was not harmed. (Has God ever tried to get your attention????)

But then Elijah heard Gods "still small voice" in the form of a whisper. And God asked a second time, "What are you doing here, Elijah?"

What a mountaintop experience!!!!! (But remember, it came on the heels of an experience in a cave AND a PIT!)

Elijah did not give God the "church answer". He was transparent before God. He poured out his heart! In a nutshell - "I have done all the right things, God. So how can you let me be in this sorry situation? I have given you my all, and now they are coming after me."

We can be transparent before God in our most challenging situations! He already knows our heart. But we must acknowledge what He already knows!!

And God instructed Elijah to go and prepare others to carry out His plan. Anoint a new king and a new prophet. Let go control and watch God do wondrous things that only He can do. It's not all about YOU, Elijah!

Sometimes we have to just let go and know that God in His wisdom has a plan, and that plan might be to use us (or maybe others) to carry on and carry out justice, bring situations to a positive conclusion, or whatever....... It is really freeing to know that ultimate control belongs to Him.

We should be transparent with Him about our disappointments and longings, just as Elijah was. And then He will speak.

He doesn't want us to succumb to a downward spiral!

Rest of story......
Elijah became a mentor to Elisha the new prophet, and later was taken up to Heaven from his chariot. God had a plan. It was better than Elijah's plan. And Elijah wasted many days in despair because he doubted God's provision. (2 Kings 2)

We can't live on the mountain forever - but the mountaintop experiences help us in the valley of everyday life.

When DOUBT threatens to throw us into DISAPPOINTMENT - listen to His "still small voice". He will make a way and lift us out of our DESPAIR and into His peace, contentment, and wonder!

Elijah had experience with a cave, a pit, and a mountain! Which do you prefer?

Thank you, God, that you are always available to lift us when we find ourselves doubting you or disappointed in our circumstances. Help us to listen to you daily. Help us to be transparent as we pour out our hearts out to you. Help us follow your instruction and leave the results to you. Amen.

What Do You Crave?

1/28/2016

Do you crave a warm molten brownie drizzled with sauce and topped with rich vanilla ice cream? Or sushi? Or waffles with REAL maple syrup on a rainy Saturday morning?

Maybe a peanut butter and jelly sandwich does it for you!

OK. I admit it. I am a couple of weeks into my quest to reclaim my body. I have been eating well and exercising more. I'm even down a few pounds. My (food) cravings are intermittent. Actually, just posting those pictures (above) made my mouth water!!!!!

Lately, I've really been thinking about cravings as I adjust my diet to include smoothies infused with kale and spinach. (My hubby says, "Yuck!") But, hey, don't knock it until you've tried it!!!

The other day I was craving my grandkids. Just as sure as you can crave Hershey's. I got an incredible craving for those babies!!! Fortunately, my wonderful DIL read my mind and called me to come keep the sweeties, and my craving was satiated!!!

I remember Jimmy's mom saying, "I'm just hungry for my children." Now I know exactly what she meant!

We can crave many things - not just food!

Do you crave beauty in nature, simpler times, or just a good old nap on the couch with your favorite pet?

Do you crave your favorite toys or the sand between your toes? Do you crave time with your best buddies?

Do you crave a championship? To be younger or older? Or to grasp some more time with those you love and have loved?

Do you crave an opportunity to go back to the "old home place" and relive earlier times, places, and opportunities?

What do you (and I) crave?
Do we crave the past or look to the future?
Do we crave to reclaim our bodies and make promises (we hope) we will keep?

We make plans. We have visions of what might be.
We let go of the old. We try on the new. We make claims about our hopes and dreams - whether we say them out loud or not.

What do you long for? What do you crave?

As January - this month of renewal ends let's take stock of our cravings (food or otherwise) and remember His promises for the coming months, for this year and for always.

Let's crave Him. Let's crave His Word. Let's crave His Spirit. Let's crave fellowship with His people!!!

Psalms 37
(3) Trust in the Lord and do good. (4) Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give you the desires of your heart. (6) He will make our righteousness shine like the dawn; the justice of your cause like the noonday sun. (9) For those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

Psalms 90
(4) For a thousand years in your sight are like a day that has just gone by. (12) Teach us to number our days so that we may gain a heart of wisdom. (17) May the favor of the Lord rest upon us; establish the work of our hands for us.

Psalms 91
(4) He will cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you will find refuge; His faithfulness with be your shield. (5) You will not fear.

My prayer for this new year is that He will go before you and guide you in every endeavor. I pray that He will wrap you in His love and give you hopes and dreams, and visions of His plan(s) for your life. I pray that you will stay grounded in His Word and infused with His Wisdom. I pray that you will find alone time to come before Him and to align your will with His. I pray that your daily steps will be guided by Him and that your REAL craving will be for more of Him every day. Amen.

Now! Go and let His radiant love shine through you!

Radiant Fall!

11/5/2015

Ah! The New England colors were spectacular!

Today, however, I am still and quiet for a time taking in some Alabama fresh air and sunshine as I recover from a WHIRLWIND trip to the New England area! I was in and out so quickly that I only had a glimpse of the beautiful fall colors between the hotel, airport and schools! But what I saw was truly inspirational! The beauty He plants in nature is so powerful and proves just how much He loves us! Oh! To become more like Him!!!

Romans 1:20 - Since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities - His eternal power and divine nature - have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.

As I was reading Oswald Chambers this morning, I was reminded that becoming like Him is a "transaction" of implicit faith and HIS Atonement for us. This Gift is such a marvelous mystery that we should ALWAYS approach life and our relationship to Jesus with an attitude of profound humility.

Oswald states, "There is no such thing as proud holiness."
Therefore, if we find ourselves reveling in our own goodness, we can be sure that we are not attaining a relationship/attitude/stance that will honor Him or make us more like Him.

We must remember that if we are proud of our holiness then we have missed the mark, because only in complete humility will we truly be made more like Him. The wonder of the Atonement must constantly be with us!

What He did for our Atonement - He did for all - even the unloved and the unlovely (the people we like and the people we don't like). Internal pride about our "holy state" is a sign that we are not in a "holy state" at all!

1st Thessalonians 4:7 - For God did not call us to be impure, but to live a holy life.

Thank you, our powerful God, creator of all good things, for providing such beauty in nature. This beauty points us to Your Goodness, Grace, and Love! Thank you, Jesus, for your obedience to the Father - as You provided the gift of Atonement for all who choose to accept You! I am forever in awe and wonder of the beauty of creation AND the atoning love and obedience of a Savior who would fulfill God's plan for man to meet God.

I am consistently humbled by every Holy gift You have given and continue to give. Keep me in a state of humility so I can become more like You. Keep me from vain comparisons and cheap vanity. Amen

Master Gardener - Divine Fruit

2/20/2015

My Master Gardener just happens to be the Source of living water and Sonshine to my soul!

As I look for the Fruit of the Spirit in my life, I am reminded that I can only attain divine fruit from Source and Son by staying EVER so close to the Master, filling my life with His wisdom as I follow His leading in (everyday) service to Him.

Serving Him vs. the To-Do List
So do I begin my day thinking up things I can do FOR Him? What does He need from me????

Hmmmm.......the Creator of the universe - does he need my pretty little list of to do's or would he prefer my submission (and listening spirit) so He can make my list for me?

The question is not, "What can I do for You today, dear God?" (working under my own puny power - with the focus on Me, Myself, and I)

The question is, "What can YOU do through me to accomplish Your purpose?" (working within His power and guidance)

He gives the supernatural power to accomplish His purpose. How much easier it is to work in His strength!
My yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11:30

Divine Fruit Comes from Divine Guidance! (How long will it take for that to register with me???) 

But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Galatians 5:22

I am the Vine and you are the branches. The one who remains in me will produce much fruit, because you can do nothing without me. John 15:5

What would You have me do this day to accomplish Your purpose? What can I do to serve You? You do not need my self-centered, conceited, prideful list of things I think up to do FOR you. Please, lead me in the path of Your love, wisdom, and guidance. Make Your "to do list" for me today and provide me with Your supernatural power to accomplish Your purpose this day. Allow Your fruit to be evident in my life. You are the Source. You are the Gardener. Amen

Love, Love, Love

2/16/2015

I love Valentine's Day!
Images of Love
from the past and present.

For God so LOVED the world......

Thank you dear Jesus for giving the word LOVE a deeper meaning than the one we know here on this earth. You know I LOVE all things beautiful, kind, and good. Help me to LOVE the unlovely as you did. Help me to follow your example. We know about love here in our human way. Teach us to love better in YOUR way. AMEN

http://www.aholyexperience.com/2015/02/the-wake-up-call-to-the-church-that-is-isis-whos-answering/

New Year - New Hope (Reflect, Reclaim, Renew)

1/20/2015

REFLECT
Wow! I have been a busy girl for the past six months and way out of my comfort zone!!! As I reflect on the opportunities God has provided for me since "retirement",
I am amazed and awed and just continue to love, love, love this life He is giving me (struggles and all)!!!

I have had to rely on Him DAILY as I have taken on the role of "traveling educational consultant" for a major publishing company. I have literally texted/called Jimmy night and morning asking for him to PRAY continuallly to get me through the day. And bless my sweet husband - so dilligent to pray, encourage, support, and hold the fort down on the home front - he and GOD got me through these initial months of learning the ropes of traveling and effectively supporting teachers from one end of the country to the other!

On the road, not long ago, I was praying for confirmation that I was, indeed, following His will and plan for my life with all this going and doing - AND that very day I met a sweet, little ole bilingual teacher who put her arms around me and said (please insert the accent), "I am a Believer. I think you must be one, also. Thank you for coming and teaching our teachers. One day when you learn Spanish we may read the Bible together in that language." (I was probably the ONLY one in the building who was not bilingual! Bless her, she had hope for me!) And thus I met a sweet sister in New Jersey! I ALSO spotted a door decoration for the Crimson Tide in another school that week and cold chills literally went up and down my spine. It was like a MESSAGE that Someone had known I was coming and posted a welcome for me. (Well, of course, Someone DID know!)

RECLAIM
AND now - not quite so busy during the winter months. Thanksgiving - what a blessing to have family together. Christmas - a sweet memory. NOW to reclaim some "MARGINS" in my life! (Thank you, Brother John, for the concept of margins.) Now, Brother John refers to "margins" as gaps in the busy life that allow for the working of HIM. And although He has been working overtime to get me through the past six months, I have had little time to reflect, rest, ponder, and just simply BREATHE!!! But I am extending the MARGIN concept a bit to include not only TIME, but SPACE as well.

Space margins have grown exponentially during my subsequent purge of excess. The charity bins overflow! I hope my stuff finds a new home! (Have you read the book, 7 - An Experimental Mutiny Against Excess ?) Jen Hatmaker was my inspiration here. She just got me started. I plan to do more. I have been cleaning and organizing like crazy just to increase my margins in this area!!!

Time margins are another matter entirely. Retirement opens up a new spectrum of possibities for use of time. So, now that my parttime job (that sometimes feels like fulltime), has eased up a bit, I am finding time to plug in more reflection time, thus my current reentry to the blog scene!!! When I contemplated retirement, I thought I would be reading, studying, reflecting and blogging daily, then lunching with buddies!!! Not a bad plan - just not HIS plan!!

  RENEW
Getting up a bit earlier to have some quiet time and reflection and letting Him guide my "to do" list increases my daily margins - believe it or not!!! I still have the same amount of time. Yet I find that with Him guiding the day - there is not this URGENCY to move on to the next thing. If He is making my plan - I can be current and intentional with whatever I am doing, because I know it is HIS plan not my plan! And I can contemplate how He will use this activity for my good or for the good of another. Daily RENEWAL imparts a sense of PEACE.

Reflect, Reclaim, Renew - That's what I'm after this New Year!

Please help me develop healthy margins in my life that honor You and allow for You to work daily to guide my thoughts, words, and actions. Amen

A few family photos.

Standing in Awe of Him

7/7/2014

I am reflecting on His Goodness, Love, and Provision. As I think about Him and His loving Proof of divineness throughout the scripture, I am amazed, overcome, and dazzled by it. Just as the Scarlet Thread throughout the Bible was woven by so many weavers, at various times throughout history - ultimately being fulfilled with the crucifiction and resurrection of our Lord - the binding/blending of all these depictions of Christ and His death and His resurrection and His Provision for OUR saving - dispose me to awe and wonder and joy. As the heart and mind open to these love-acts of our Savior/God/Creator, how can we be anything but joyful in the deep down soul-place where we find His Provision, Love, and Sustenance? When He is all we need, all we want, and all we crave His Grace is sufficient to provide Joy for the moment, the day, the lifetime.

Ephesians 1:18 - I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which He has called you.

Dear Giver of All Good Gifts - I thank You for your gifts in my life. You ARE the giver of all the good things, whether we recognize them or not. Allow me to live with eyes and heart open to know You and Your Gifts for what they are - messages of Your Love and Full Capability to work Your Purpose in my life and the lives of those I love. My mind cannot fathom Your Greatness. So I simply stand in wonder and awe and recognize my smallness as I rely on You to work according to your Plan.

Seasons of Life - 41 Year Anniversary Today

6/30/2014

Who would have know that 41 years later, through all the ups and downs, that God would have blessed us so! Happy anniversary to my love, my sweet husband! You young folks won't believe this, but life gets better and better. When you have been through 41 years together and can read each other's minds and complete each other's sentences, it is a very sweet, special thing. When you have forgiven each other's faults and embraced each other during trials and triumphs, God grows a love that knows no comparison!!! We just THOUGHT we loved each other on that special day 41 years ago!!! We really didn't even know what love was back then. It was just an idea. The full grown reality is so much better!!!

I have been neglecting my blog! But I plan to resume my writing very soon! Entering retirement has been a busy, comsuming season of my life.

Thank you, O Lord, for all the seasons of life. Thank you that you are with us through each moment of each mimute, hour, and day. Thank you, O Lord, that you are our Rock, Shield, and Fortress, and that you have planned our days in advance to accomplish your purpose in each season of life. I love you, O Lord, and I thank you for pursuing me and keeping me in your fold each day.

My Lord, My Shield

3/24/2014

The "Red Thread" Yahweh sacrificed the first animals - shed the blood to cover Adam and Eve.

The "Red Thread"
Abraham was willing to give his only son.

The "Red Thread"
Blood on the doorposts as the spirit of death invaded and took the firstborn males in all houses not covered in the blood of the "Passover" sacrifice.

The "Red Thread"
The Ultimate Sacrifice.

I thank you God for your divine plan. I am unable to keep the law - your law.

You knew I could not. You knew we would not. Thank you for the plan you had to lift us all out of the muck and mire of sin.

You cannot look on anything, or anyone who is not as an unblemished lamb. Pure and holy. Thank you for your Lamb, Jesus. They were told He would come. We know that He DID come.

Thank you, that by belonging to Him - we have His blood over the doorposts of our lives. Death will pass over this house of flesh. Our body may decay, but our spirit will soar, because our earthly shell of a home - is covered in the blood of the unblemished Lamb.

Thank you that your blood covers my sin, and I will enter your presence that day. Thank you that the reality of You causes me to give my life to you fresh and new each day. For You, O Lord, are strong enough for any problem we face HERE. Amen.

http://youtu.be/GU8J5l1f5IU

More Radiant than Gold!

3/18/2014

God is more valuable than gold because he is wonderful. God is powerful. He knows everything.
He is awesome. He is loyal. He is royal.

One of our precious children writes about Him at school today. God influences her sweet life and makes Himself known to her in some way. She does not have a "church" background.

Will you help me pray for this sweet one to grow and learn more about Him?

I pray for this dear one. I pray that she will continue to be persued by You her entire life. I pray that her wisdom will increase daily. I pray that You will reveal Your special plan for her life. May the ones that touch her life lead her to know more of You.
Amen